I don’t think anyone or anything is supposed to make you this upset

This makes me think there is something severely wrong with me…

Either my mind is really fucked up

or I’m the biggest baby-whiner I know

If love lasts forever, why can’t forgiveness too? It’s so ironic, both will kill you. 

If love bonds forever, how can it set you free? Its so ironic, both will kill me.

I wish you would just come out and say it

I can feel you losing interest in me

By this time in my life, I shouldn’t really be surprised; this is nothing new

But you really had me going there…

for this, there are no words

What if friends aren’t forever?

I think there’s a certain kind of pain that goes with losing a best friend; a pain that cannot be sympathized unless you have (unfortunately) experienced this for yourself. It’s complete hell, and worse- now you’re alone.

You were the one I would talk to about my worries, but you left and created the biggest worry of my life. You left me alone. You left me feeling hollow, lost and confused. You left me crying everyday. And lying awake for hours every night, wondering what I did wrong. And worst of all, you left me with trust issues I can’t talk about…not even to my boyfriend.

I can’t talk to anyone anymore…

What the fuck happened?